How far along? Sweet baby V is 10 weeks!
Baby's size? The baby is 1.2 in long and weighs 0.14 oz. He or she looks like a shrimp right now with a large head and a smaller body.
Weight gain? 2 to 3 lbs depending on the scale (that doesn't count the weight I gained from the fertility treatments). I go back to the doctor on Wednesday so I guess I will know for sure then.
Sleep? I have never been a great sleeper and it hasn't been better since I've been pregnant. I toss and turn a lot and just can't ever seem to get comfy. I sleep great on the couch because it supports my back some so I maybe camping out there for the next 7 months.
Symptoms? I have been really tired and take a nap almost everyday. I have also had a few headaches but that is about it. I haven't had any morning sickness or nausea. Sometimes when I get hungry (which seems to be every 3 hours) I have that really empty stomach feeling-like I better eat or I'm going to be sick.
Maternity clothes? I've bought some and my friends have let me borrow some (the perks of being the last to get pregnant) I have worn some of the shirts because they are comfy and you can't really tell they are prego shirts. My pants still fit me for now but I don't think it will be long before I have to make the switch.
Movement? Not any yet but I can't wait to feel him or her for the first time.
Food cravings? I haven't had any real cravings-nothing really sounds good actually. I have enjoyed some vanilla ice cream with peanut butter and I have caught myself drinking the pickle juice from the jar a few times but those are things I loved when I was little. (A pickle snow cone with a pickle was mine and my sister's favorite thing when we were younger.)
Gender? Too early to find out.
What I miss? Nothing. I am just enjoying being pregnant.
What I'm looking forward to? Getting past the stage where people wonder "is she pregnant" or is she just fat" haha!!
We have our first appointment with the OB on Wednesday. I'm excited to meet him. We have heard great things about him and I hope he is a perfect fit for us. Hopefully we will be able to scan a pic of the ultrasound and post it on here so everyone can see baby V!!
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Thursday, July 22, 2010
8 weeks!
I'm 8 weeks this week. So far this pregnancy has been really easy (knock on wood). I have been very tired and take a nap almost everyday but I haven't had any other symptons. I haven't felt sick any so that's been great. I hope it doesn't start. I do feel like I'm already showing. I had lunch with a friend last week and she is 23 weeks along and I looked more pregnant than she does. At first I thought I was already showing because there was more than one in there (there was a possibility of multiples) now I just think I'm showing because I was kind of fat by the time I finally go pregnant. I haven't gained any weight but I do think all my weight is starting to shift around to the front.
We go back to the doctor in 2 weeks. This will be our first visit with our OB. I am excited to meet him and excited to have another sono just to make sure everything is still looking good. I really need to get the nursery cleaned out before I go back to work in 3 weeks. It is our junk room right now and is a disaster. If I don't do it now I won't want to do it when I'm back at work. So that is my goal-clean that room!!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
6wk3d
These last 6 weeks have been so busy. We are finally pregnant and are so excited!! It wasn't easy getting to where we are but it was so worth it. This is what these past 6 weeks have looked like:
May 24th-finally AF reared her ugly head (sorry-TMI for some of you)
May 26th-appt. with Dr. B-injection training and we were given a calendar of what the next 2 weeks will look like.
Started taking letrozole-its actually a medication they give women with breast cancer-because of this it was the one and only thing that my insurance covered during this process. I took this for 5 days and the side effects were not fun!!
May 29th-started follistim injections. These are given in the stomach and are meant for you to do them yourself. Well if you know me you know I hate needles so I drove 30 min. every day for 5 days so my mom could give them to me. So glad she is a nurse! The needles were pretty small but it was still very uncomfortable.
June 3rd-had a sono done in Dr. B's office. It's a follicle scan to see if the meds worked and are working. No follicles on my right ovary. 2 follicles on my left ovary-both are measuring around 17mm and need to be a little bigger. Dr. tells us its just like a chicken and a real egg-you need to sit on it for a few more days before they are ready :)
June 4th-hcg injection to make me ovulate-OUCH!!
June 5th-report to office for IUI. Michael had to be there at 8:30 to give his sample and I waited in the waiting room-poor guy! He did great. 76 million pre-wash and 16 million post-wash with great motility and morphology!! I was glad we were the only ones there that day so there wasn't any mix up :)
We left and came back at 9:30 for the insemination. Wasn't too bad-a little uncomfortable. I had to lay on the table for about 15 minutes afterwards with my feet up in the air. Ha!
Now for the 2 week wait! Wow-that was not fun. I tried to stay busy and keep my mind off everything but it was the longest 2 weeks of my life.
June 18th-9:00 am-blood test in Dr. B's office. Time stood still that day. No really it stood still. Michael was flying over the Atlantic Ocean coming home from a trip to England so I was all alone. They finally called around 1:40 with the news. My beta level was 50-I was PREGNANT!! I was in shock and crying on the phone. I really didn't think I was. I think maybe I was just preparing myself for the worst.
I tortured my friends and family that whole day because I didn't want to tell anyone the news until Michael got home and I could tell him. They were all troopers and managed to survive. Michael got home around 10 that night-he was so excited to hear the news and broke down in tears.
We share the news with everyone and celebrate.
June 21st-go back for 2nd beta-it should double every 48 hours so they wanted to see it over 100-it was 190!! God is good! Dr told me she was surprised it worked the first time-she thought because of our problems that it would happen but that it would take a few times. She said we are some of the lucky ones. I told her we had a lot of people praying for us and those prayers were answered!
July 7th-first ultrasound at 6wk3d. I had been praying that the little baby was growing in the right place. I was a little worried about my left tubes because they were "sluggish" when I had my hsg done in November. I was just hoping the baby made it out of there and into my uterus. My blood pressure was kind of high and my heart was racing because I was so nervous.
It is too early to hear the heartbeat but the Dr. said we would be able to see it. She said to look for 2 little pieces of rice that are moving back and forth. That is exactly what it looked like. Baby V was in the right place and his/her heartbeat was just beating away. What an amazing feeling. I was in tears!
Dr said everything looked so good she's not even going to see me anymore. It's bittersweet. I'm so glad everything is great and we can move on to an OB. I am so thankful for Dr. B and her office. I'm sure we will be back next summer ready to try for baby #2!
We still have a long road ahead of us but can't wait for everything! I'm so glad we kept our faith in God this whole time. That is the only reason we were able to stay sane and make it through everything!
Stay tuned for more updates and a few pics!!
May 24th-finally AF reared her ugly head (sorry-TMI for some of you)
May 26th-appt. with Dr. B-injection training and we were given a calendar of what the next 2 weeks will look like.
Started taking letrozole-its actually a medication they give women with breast cancer-because of this it was the one and only thing that my insurance covered during this process. I took this for 5 days and the side effects were not fun!!
May 29th-started follistim injections. These are given in the stomach and are meant for you to do them yourself. Well if you know me you know I hate needles so I drove 30 min. every day for 5 days so my mom could give them to me. So glad she is a nurse! The needles were pretty small but it was still very uncomfortable.
June 3rd-had a sono done in Dr. B's office. It's a follicle scan to see if the meds worked and are working. No follicles on my right ovary. 2 follicles on my left ovary-both are measuring around 17mm and need to be a little bigger. Dr. tells us its just like a chicken and a real egg-you need to sit on it for a few more days before they are ready :)
June 4th-hcg injection to make me ovulate-OUCH!!
June 5th-report to office for IUI. Michael had to be there at 8:30 to give his sample and I waited in the waiting room-poor guy! He did great. 76 million pre-wash and 16 million post-wash with great motility and morphology!! I was glad we were the only ones there that day so there wasn't any mix up :)
We left and came back at 9:30 for the insemination. Wasn't too bad-a little uncomfortable. I had to lay on the table for about 15 minutes afterwards with my feet up in the air. Ha!
Now for the 2 week wait! Wow-that was not fun. I tried to stay busy and keep my mind off everything but it was the longest 2 weeks of my life.
June 18th-9:00 am-blood test in Dr. B's office. Time stood still that day. No really it stood still. Michael was flying over the Atlantic Ocean coming home from a trip to England so I was all alone. They finally called around 1:40 with the news. My beta level was 50-I was PREGNANT!! I was in shock and crying on the phone. I really didn't think I was. I think maybe I was just preparing myself for the worst.
I tortured my friends and family that whole day because I didn't want to tell anyone the news until Michael got home and I could tell him. They were all troopers and managed to survive. Michael got home around 10 that night-he was so excited to hear the news and broke down in tears.
We share the news with everyone and celebrate.
June 21st-go back for 2nd beta-it should double every 48 hours so they wanted to see it over 100-it was 190!! God is good! Dr told me she was surprised it worked the first time-she thought because of our problems that it would happen but that it would take a few times. She said we are some of the lucky ones. I told her we had a lot of people praying for us and those prayers were answered!
July 7th-first ultrasound at 6wk3d. I had been praying that the little baby was growing in the right place. I was a little worried about my left tubes because they were "sluggish" when I had my hsg done in November. I was just hoping the baby made it out of there and into my uterus. My blood pressure was kind of high and my heart was racing because I was so nervous.
It is too early to hear the heartbeat but the Dr. said we would be able to see it. She said to look for 2 little pieces of rice that are moving back and forth. That is exactly what it looked like. Baby V was in the right place and his/her heartbeat was just beating away. What an amazing feeling. I was in tears!
Dr said everything looked so good she's not even going to see me anymore. It's bittersweet. I'm so glad everything is great and we can move on to an OB. I am so thankful for Dr. B and her office. I'm sure we will be back next summer ready to try for baby #2!
We still have a long road ahead of us but can't wait for everything! I'm so glad we kept our faith in God this whole time. That is the only reason we were able to stay sane and make it through everything!
Stay tuned for more updates and a few pics!!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Projects
We (well Michael) has done several projects around the house over the last few months and he has been begging me to post pics for the longest time. We painted our door and mantle. Put in a few new light fixtures in the hallway, outside and the bathroom (he didn't even electrocute himself) and laid down pretty green sod!! Barley and I are so excited to have a nice yard to play in this summer!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
What Faith Can Do
I haven't blogged about anything in a long time. Not because we haven't been busy I just haven't made myself take the time to sit down and write. Here is what we have been up to these last few months.
March:
we celebrated lots of birthdays-my mom's, sister's, jaxon's first, and michael's. i lost my father to lung cancer. i am still filled with a lot of mixed emotions about all of that. michael and i also celebrated our 1st anniversary. made me wish i was laying on the beach or swinging through the trees in costa rica again. it has been a wonderful year for us but also extremely difficult. we found out our 4th round of clomid was unsuccessful. we started our 5th and final round of clomid. another month of not getting pregnant. lots of tears were shed this month.
April:
we finally got our grass for the house. we were so tired of the dirt. it took everyone else on the block who got sod a day to put it in but it took my perfectionist husband a week. i love him for how he is and i have to say our yard looks the best on the block. barley loves being able to fertilize it for us. still need to finish the flower beds. painted our front door and mantle red. we love it. we are both scared of color so this is all we have done so far. will post pics soon. came up with excuses not to attend a baby shower this month. just couldn't make myself go. found out our 5th and final round of clomid was unsuccessful. another month of not getting pregnant. lots and lots of tears were shed this month. we were referred to a fertility specialist by my gyno.
May:
skipped out on going to church on mother's day. couldn't take not being able to stand up when they recognize all the mothers. they also had a big baby dedication and didn't think i would be able to handle that. michael and i were supposed to be standing up there with our baby by now. we went and had a nice breakfast with my family instead. had our 1st appointment with dr. b. i think we are going to really like her. she is thorough and very honest. i was diagnosed with pcos and michael has a minor issue going on too. explains a lot. the odds are stacked against us but the doc seemed positive she could help. we will do iui during this next cycle. that means giving myself injections in my stomach (not sure how michael and i are going to handle that one-we both hate needles), taking drugs and going to the doctor a whole lot. not looking forward to it but i hope it pays off. please pray for us during this time. we know God has a plan for us. it may not be our plan but we put all our trust and faith in him.
I've been reading a lot of blogs these last few months. I can't believe how many couples out there are dealing with the struggles of infertility. It is nice to be able to read their stories and have my thoughts and feelings about everything validated in some sort of way. It's reassuring to know that we are not alone on this difficult journey. Even if they are strangers and we will never cross paths we are connected-even if it is in a way that no one wants to be connected.
My mom heard this great song (on the day we actually went to the doctor) and i listen to it all the time now. The words give me peace, comfort, hope and faith.
What Faith Can Do
by Kutless
chorus
i've seen dreams that move the mountains
hope that doesn't ever end
even when the sky is falling
i've seen miracles just happen
silent prayers get answered
broken hearts become brand new
that's what faith can do
March:
we celebrated lots of birthdays-my mom's, sister's, jaxon's first, and michael's. i lost my father to lung cancer. i am still filled with a lot of mixed emotions about all of that. michael and i also celebrated our 1st anniversary. made me wish i was laying on the beach or swinging through the trees in costa rica again. it has been a wonderful year for us but also extremely difficult. we found out our 4th round of clomid was unsuccessful. we started our 5th and final round of clomid. another month of not getting pregnant. lots of tears were shed this month.
April:
we finally got our grass for the house. we were so tired of the dirt. it took everyone else on the block who got sod a day to put it in but it took my perfectionist husband a week. i love him for how he is and i have to say our yard looks the best on the block. barley loves being able to fertilize it for us. still need to finish the flower beds. painted our front door and mantle red. we love it. we are both scared of color so this is all we have done so far. will post pics soon. came up with excuses not to attend a baby shower this month. just couldn't make myself go. found out our 5th and final round of clomid was unsuccessful. another month of not getting pregnant. lots and lots of tears were shed this month. we were referred to a fertility specialist by my gyno.
May:
skipped out on going to church on mother's day. couldn't take not being able to stand up when they recognize all the mothers. they also had a big baby dedication and didn't think i would be able to handle that. michael and i were supposed to be standing up there with our baby by now. we went and had a nice breakfast with my family instead. had our 1st appointment with dr. b. i think we are going to really like her. she is thorough and very honest. i was diagnosed with pcos and michael has a minor issue going on too. explains a lot. the odds are stacked against us but the doc seemed positive she could help. we will do iui during this next cycle. that means giving myself injections in my stomach (not sure how michael and i are going to handle that one-we both hate needles), taking drugs and going to the doctor a whole lot. not looking forward to it but i hope it pays off. please pray for us during this time. we know God has a plan for us. it may not be our plan but we put all our trust and faith in him.
I've been reading a lot of blogs these last few months. I can't believe how many couples out there are dealing with the struggles of infertility. It is nice to be able to read their stories and have my thoughts and feelings about everything validated in some sort of way. It's reassuring to know that we are not alone on this difficult journey. Even if they are strangers and we will never cross paths we are connected-even if it is in a way that no one wants to be connected.
My mom heard this great song (on the day we actually went to the doctor) and i listen to it all the time now. The words give me peace, comfort, hope and faith.
What Faith Can Do
by Kutless
chorus
i've seen dreams that move the mountains
hope that doesn't ever end
even when the sky is falling
i've seen miracles just happen
silent prayers get answered
broken hearts become brand new
that's what faith can do
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Solid Rock!
Michael and I make a trip to Lowe's every weekend. Michael always jokes that he needs to buy stock in it because we spend so much money there. I guess that is part of building a new house. There is always something that we need.
For the past few weeks we have been working on the yard-well Michael has been working I have just been supervising! :) We have had some really nice weather and Lowe's finally put all their trees out so we decided to buy two-one for the front and one for the back. Once Michael started digging it didn't take him long to realize that our house was built on solid rock! There are a few inches of dirt and the rest is nothing but rock-and I'm not talking small pieces of rock, I mean huge chunks of rock!! Poor Michael had to work so hard to break through the rock but he finally managed to get both holes dug and both trees planted. We planted an Autum Maple Blaze in the front-it will have beautiful fall foliage and we planted an Oklahoma Redbud in the back-it will have pretty pink flowers in the spring!
We did plant some winter rye grass before we left for Connecticut at Christmas. We didn't think it would grow but we wanted to at least try and get some grass down for the dog. To our surprise a lot of it started to come up when we got back and it is still growing!! We can't wait until we can put in our sprinkler system and plant some grass. I want to have a beautiful yard for the summer. We will also start working on some flower beds. I know that eventually we will have the yard we have always dreamed of. Here are a few pics of what it looks like right now. We will post more when we get more done!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Third time wasn't a charm!!
Michael and I were really hoping and praying that the third month of taking Clomid was going to be a charm. Sadly it wasn't. To be honest I was hoping that we would only have to take it for one month but now we are about to take it for the 4th time. I hate even taking tylenol for a headache so it is killing me to take all these drugs every month. My doc has even added another drug to the mix that I take everyday not just for 5 days like with the Clomid. We weren't even sure if this was a treatment we wanted to start but knew we had to with everything that is going on with me. We know that God has a plan for us and we are both tyring to stay strong and be positive but it gets harder and harder every month we don't get pregnant. All of this has only made our relationship stronger and I know that God will lead us through this difficult time. Maybe the 4th time will be the charm-we will see!!
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